Ana you are my best friend.
Helping me get rid of the ugly skin I am in, all I want is to see bone.
I believe in control, the only force mighty enough to bring order in the chaos that is my world.
I believe that I am the most vile, worthless and useless person ever have to existed on this planet, and that I am totally unworthy of anyone’s time and attention.
I believe in oughts, musts and shoulds, as unbreakable laws to determine my daily behavior.
I believe in perfection and strive to attain it.
I believe in salvation through starvation.
I believe in calorie counters as the inspired word of god, and memorize them accordingly.
I believe in bathroom scales as an indicator of my daily success and failures.
I believe in hell, cause sometimes I think I live in it.
I believe in a wholly black and white world, the losing of weight, recrimination for sins, the elongation of the body and a life ever fasting.